proud

yes i am very proud of myself and Master is also proud of me. Monday was cam man's birthday so i was told i would be taking his b-day spanking. so Monday after work i stripped naked and turned over on my stomach and put my hands behind my head. Master said you will be getting 100 swats with the crop tonight.

now cam man is not 100 years old, but Master said He has been too soft on me as of late. now one thing Master hates is for me to jump up or dance around when being spanked. i have really tired to hold my position and not move for Him, but sometimes i just do it after a really good hard placed swat.

now i was not even sure i could take all 100 let alone not move from position. i was going to give it my all to stay in place and take my punishment. Master started off with hard swings and did not ease much up at all. i stayed in place taking them like a true slave.

Master likes it when his slave stays in place without bonds to hold her there. He says that is the sign of a true masochist to stay in place and take the pain. well i wanted Him and you to know i enjoy it, so i did not move. and yes i took all 100 of them.

when Master finished with the spanking He inserted my butt plug for the ride home. well i put that plug in every morning myself for worship time, but it is not often i have someone else do it. i moved and begged for Him to let me do it myself, but He said no.

once it was in He said i will need to do some training with Him putting it in for me. so now twice a week Monday & Fridays He will insert it for my ride home from work. He said i can start and finish the week on a plug. and yes He does make me spread my own ass cheeks open for Him.

i also got another 50 swats with a 2" x2" x 1/4" oak stick on Wed night and it has more bite than the crop. yes He is not being soft with me no more. and yes i never moved from my position.

Happy 4th to you all.