Sunday, April 30, 2006


well it is that time of year again. the time for me to go see the Doctor for my annual peek inside. you girls know what i mean. i just hate being on that table with him and his nurse looking at me.

last year it was really bad for me because it was the very first time for me to go in completely shaved smooth. i had ask Master if i could let my hair grow back about a week before my appointment and laughed at me. he said there would be no way for it grow back in a week. and besides it is in my slave contract i signed to be shaved at ALL times. he said don't worry about it your not the first shaved woman he has ever seen. easy for him to say he's not the one laying on the table all exposed.

i did my best to try to hide it by keeping my legs closed and staying way up on the table but Dr said to move up closer to him and open a little wider please. so there was no hiding my smoothness. my face was as red as it could be. i could just feel the redness. well that was last year.

after a another year of being bald and Master telling me how beautiful i am and seeing others shaved i am more relaxed about it this time. but i still hate going. Master has been telling me to be BPP that stands for Bald Pussy Proud and not to be so worried about it.

he said just pretend that he is the Dr and to spread those legs wide open for him and be BPP. well i am not sure if i will be so BPP when i am really laying on that table but i do know i won't be as shy this year as i was last year. i will be hearing my Master's voice telling me to spread them wide as told and be BPP.

Master was thinking maybe he should start a BPP fan club with shirts and flags and other items with my picture on them. i told him he is nuts and crazy but i guess thats why i love him so much. i wonder is there any of readers BPP? please leave us a comment if your are.

p.s. yes i did get my much needed spankings last week one with the crop and one with my hair brush. my ass was very tender and they hurt as Master did not show me no mercy.

Sunday, April 23, 2006

i need it bad

yes it has been a long time between posts for my readers and i am sure you are thinking i forgot about my blog. well if you think it has been a long time for you between posts then think about me not being spanked. it has been way too long.

Master made it back from his long trip and picked up his new pickup truck all about the same time. a Master with a new truck and with our spring projects it does not leave much time for a slaves ass to be spanked. yes we have had some great wild sex since his return, but he has just been to busy and tired to give me the spanking he said i deserve.

i was told that i will be getting a very nice hard one when i do get it as i was a bad slave while he was gone. i think i told you that i have been talking to a old co-worker/friend about my new s&m lifestyle. Master has even sent pictures of me to him. naked, spanked and in very tight bondage. while Master was out of town he called and said he would be in my area on Sunday and wanted to know if we could have a drink together. i said sure i would love to.

so we did and i told him how happy i was and all about the things i have done to serve my Master. he loved every story i told him about me being the slave/slut i am. we had a great time just talking about old times and new and how he wish he had knew about how kinky i could be back back then. maybe he could have been my Master today.

i told him it just takes the right person and my Master is that person. i could not and would not do a lot of what i have done without this man. he knows me better then i know myself and he can bring out the slave/slut in me like no one ever has before.

when i told my Master about my fun afternoon and the drinks with a my old friend he ask if i had ask permission to see another man while he was out? i said no, and he said your ass will suffer slave! i hope you had a great time.

so far my ass is very white and very tender as it has not been beat red in a very long time. i think it might be part of my punishment. when it has been a while between spankings it hurts very much more when i do get one.

he did make me go to work all of last week without my bra. so my nipples were in plain view for all to see and so were my naked breasts if looked in between the button holes. so i have served him in some ways but damm it I NEED A SPANKING BAD. every crave something?

Thursday, April 13, 2006

a long long week

It has been a long week with Master out of town all week on business. I really hate times like this. But I am very happy to say that he is on his back now and I am very excited to see him again. I would much rather have hard swats on my ass every day than to be without my Master. Now that a week has gone by since my last spanking I know that my ass is very tender and will be in much pain soon. But that's okay because Master knows that I enjoy pain very much and it gets very hot and wet. WOW!!!! I wish he was here now to get me all hot and wet.